Do I?

Hi , zuper world! Been long time no posting anything in here and miss you guys so! Anyway, happy new year for you, guys! May our  resolution, wish, hope, or whatever you named it can be achieved this year! Amen!  So, I’ll go first to tell you about something that makes me being such a crazy badass lately. Something that makes me having the panda eyes caused by I cant sleep tight for few days and keep me thingking over and over again , did I do the right way? For me and for him? Did I made him get hurt? You know when it comes to romance, relationship, or other love thingy, some people turns into surprisingly seriously mental bitch , or get so cracked up, I know that this thingy is so sensitive to discussed , but please bear with me for a while and let’s just relax also don’t forget to keep open your mind, deal? Hehe. As a person with a mild fear of commitment , relationships are like a cages to me. Not trying to teach you, but I prefer to chose the cage that lets me come and go whenever I want. I know its hard to be accepted by some of you guys over there, because you scared if someday you find that you lose her, right? Its natural, we all do, so do I. But, what differs us is our comeback to the idea of losing someone. I have an analogy right here, for example, you have a bird that you really love, you’re so scared to lose it so you’re keeping it locked inside the cage, you always feed it, take care of it, and hoping the bird will be happy because of it, but you forgot that no matter how good you are treating it, the bird is still in its cage, and one day you forgot to lock the cage , the bird will fly away and never come back. But imagine if you take care of the bird in an open cage, so it could come and go whenever they like, it means you trust them. The bird will think that you’re a great caring person and it will always come back to you no matter what because you trust them that they could be responsible and you value its freedom. So, the point is, I love freedom, my dude. I’ll be responsible person, I’m not interested to do anything that makes your heart bother. Have I told you that I’m so comfortable being around you, share the story, laugh or whatever these thingy? Don’t be afraid , please throw the negative things that fullfiled your mind, just relax and let it go like the way it should. Oh, that’s the point of view of mine. Maybe you have another point right here? I’d love to let you leave a comment.:)

With lurv, Taya.